VILLAIN OF THE WAR

Lyrics

Oh, what a rush
Waiting for moments that never come
What do we call this
I think it's something in between just
Feeling anxious that we shouldn't meet
And waking up to all the traces of you in my sheets
Now I'm asking how could I know
If it's all real

When you put that curse on
And there's no one
But you and me below a heavy moon
Guess the first one
Guess the pure one
Chalk it up to deaf blind dumb youth
When the pain leaves will you go too
Yes, I think too much about you
It's why I'm so unsure
It's why I think we should skip the hurt

So sad and cold
You're a picture perfect almost clone
This fits so well
I'll do the talking and you take the pills
I can hear what you're saying but it's not so grey
I've been sewing up these wounds since
Two thousand and wait
I want to know
If it's all real

When you put that curse on
And there's no one
But you and me below a heavy moon
Guess the first one
Guess the pure one
Chalk it up to deaf blind dumb youth
When the pain leaves will you go too
Yes, I think too much about you
It's why I'm so unsure
It's why I think we should skip the hurt

Liminal
I'm moving in
Oh so vicious ant
Could you choose it
If you can
Hold you hella close
Yeah, I hold tight to your hand
Catch a throw you looked
All subliminal to friends
Even visible
Watch it go right through their heads
We'll be better off instead
Leaving everything we own
Ditch family and friends
Fly a plane from off the coast
Burn all trace we lived
Until we find a place unknown
With a plateau flanking in
The mighty wave approached us and called us out as friends
Now we've built a home where the wind turned dust to land
Looking at you close and I know this can't be real
Feel it's been so long but it's only been a minute
And I wake up and you're gone
And my phone is in my hand
Slow, I shiver up before I do it all again
And I'll do it all again