From the recording Damn, That's Crazy
Lyrics
Who's wrong or right this time?
I want to know
I said who built this cross for me?
Holding me down beneath the surface
"You're the loudest, least deserving of that throne!" they exclaim
This ghost of my own
I've known it long
I think it's all I know
And in the end
I know that separate isn't better
If I can put the pieces together I'll get back home
Red star
Come down upon me
Let me drown in your light
For so long
I had my head in the clouds
But now I know
I know
You are just someone that I once knew
A memory
What others may say, I don't care
I'm partial to picking sides
But this time I won't
I'll wait to fall off the earth
This ghost of my own
I've known it long
I think it's all I know
And in the end
I know that separate isn't better
If I can put the pieces together
I'm sure I'll get back home
Remembering the weight of your hand
In a folding bed
With terminal on the frame
And everyone looking through
When I pulled away you weren't there
Are you with me when I'm fucking up?
Are you with me when I'm skipping meals through the day?
Are you with me for my broke nights, for my cut ties?
Are you with me when I drink too much?
Were you with me for each cigarette pack I drained?
Are you with me for the good times and the goodbyes?
I'm asking "Will it ever be enough?"
You smile and you lie
But it keeps me sane
You tell me that you don't know, but when the day's done
I know you're with because I feel your touch
I know you're here because I see you inside my brain
I know you're with me when the night's long
Saying "Don't go"
I think I have an empty touch
You hug me as I hold your picture frame
It helped me last this long
That's all